Today we went shopping for bridesmade dresses for my brothers wedding. I hated everything about the idea. I know that dresses in my size are hard to find and all of the other bridesmaids are tall and thin and by tall..I mean one of them is 6'2". I told the attendent my size and the first dress she brought me was three sizes to small. I hated it. HATED IT. Then she brought me two sizes bigger, which still isn't the size I said. Little did I know, it fit!!!!! I was excited.
However, then I looked in the mirror and wasn't a fan. Dress shopping is something that is supposed to be fun, but it wasn't. I need to lose weight, I'm aware of that. I don't want to be the fat bridesmaid.
On another note, we, as in Travis, Corbin, and myself, attended a wedding in Grand Forks this last weekend. I saw several people I knew and several that felt they "knew all about me" from when I was on TV. Many said I'm looking great. It was weird for me to think that I was looking good when really nothing has changed.
Then, I thought more positively. A lot of statistics says that on average, people gain 10lbs a year. I gained twolbs and that's not bad. It could have been 10. That's a plus right?