Well, today I felt the worst I have ever felt. My white blood cells were 1.8 and I have a bladder infection. So, that has led me to feel like total crap. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.


I have also reflected more than most days today. I have no idea why, just have. I wish my treatments were over and I could just fast forward time.


Anyhow, I guess not all days can be good and this is just a bad one.


my positive note: I love you John and can’t wait to see you tomorrow



Well, today I felt the worst I have ever felt. My white blood cells were 1.8 and I have a bladder infection. So, that has led me to feel like total crap. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

I have also reflected more than most days today. I have no idea why, just have. I wish my treatments were over and I could just fast forward time.

Anyhow, I guess not all days can be good and this is just a bad one.

my positive note: I love you John and can’t wait to see you tomorrow