Today I was emotional. I’m not sure if it’s because I miss my husband, or other things…. but I am. Part of the day I felt bad for all the nice things people are doing for me, and how I’ll never be able to thank them or tell them enough how much I appreciate it. So, I felt bad.


My dad knew that John was gone to Chicago and decided to take vacation from work and spend it with me, mom, and the girls. It meant a lot:) It was such a nice gesture and shows what a good guy my dad is. Taking vacation to come to no where Rolla and not do much. It was sweet, and I love him for that. He is making this week a lot more fun:)


I’m attaching 2 youtube videos I made for my sister in law Claire. She needed them for a work thing. I did my best to tell my story, but then later thought I did a bad job. I looked at the videos and picked them apart. My face was splotchy, my teeth were weird, and overall I looked sick.


For the first time I looked at a video of a sick person….and that sick person was me:( I realized I do have cancer and it will take a toll on my body. It was just a lot to absorb at once.


My good note:) I miss my husband, so that means after almost 11 years of marriage this gal still has a thing for her man:)





Today I was emotional. I’m not sure if it’s because I miss my husband, or other things…. but I am. Part of the day I felt bad for all the nice things people are doing for me, and how I’ll never be able to thank them or tell them enough how much I appreciate it. So, I felt bad.

My dad knew that John was gone to Chicago and decided to take vacation from work and spend it with me, mom, and the girls. It meant a lot:) It was such a nice gesture and shows what a good guy my dad is. Taking vacation to come to no where Rolla and not do much. It was sweet, and I love him for that. He is making this week a lot more fun:)

I’m attaching 2 youtube videos I made for my sister in law Claire. She needed them for a work thing. I did my best to tell my story, but then later thought I did a bad job. I looked at the videos and picked them apart. My face was splotchy, my teeth were weird, and overall I looked sick.

For the first time I looked at a video of a sick person….and that sick person was me:( I realized I do have cancer and it will take a toll on my body. It was just a lot to absorb at once.

My good note:) I miss my husband, so that means after almost 11 years of marriage this gal still has a thing for her man:)